Day 11 – Manchester, England – FD
Well yesterday’s NFD began well, including me going for my run. But then I got completely derailed in the evening. I had decided to eat controlled and not count my cals and then by the evening time I just went completely off track. I’m really annoyed with myself about it 😡 I think I’m defo going to have to count on my NFDs at least until I get (back?) into the swing of things.
I did some meditation this morning to try to get my mindset back right. I’m still 😡, but today is a FD, so hopefully things can get put firmly back in their place. I think part of the reason that I’m so 😡 is that I have basically spent the last 3+ years bouncing around between 12 and 13 stone. I desperately want to break down below the 12 stone mark and actually believe that I’m making some real progress, rather than just bouncing around in-between. *sigh* I’m tired and feeling a bit run down and generally sorry for myself, and my work situation (end of contract in July and not knowing what I’ll do next) isn’t helping either. Apologies for the whingeing / ranting! It’s good to have somewhere to vent that’s away from loved ones though, I must say! And I understand that my troubles pale into comparison with what others are going through, so again, apologies!
@flourbaby: ‘Well, we’re 1/3 way through the month, the first flush of a new challenge has gone, it’s time to knuckle down, get Oh-So serious, pull fingers out, stop faffing and just get on with it’ – I think I shall take this forward as my mantra!!
@coda – it sounds like you’re having a tumultuous family time. I do hope things improve soon. Your sons’ travels sound amazing. I absolutely live to travel and that all sounds like my dream kind of trip.
@rabbette – thanks for the hoop update. It sounds even more daunting now!! Maybe I’ll just do the action without the hoop as others have suggested
@daffodil2010 – I’m glad the interview went well. Did they say when you would find out about the 2nd stage?
@shelliz – I haven’t noticed any change to my belly size either, but that could also be because of me hanging around this weight for so long, as I said above…??
I definitely needs this:
Day 11 Pocket List
@michelinme
@shelliz
@gretta
@stephsie
@betsylee
@flourbaby
@snowflake56
@aglowworm
Good luck everyone – together stronger!
10:58 am
11 Apr 19