Day 13 – Rural Nebraska, USA – FD500 if I find sufficient RESOLVE
I’ve been ignoring you all, hoping that if I did, I could also ignore the fact that I went from 139.0 on Friday to 141.0 to 143.0 to 145.0 this morning. sigh The challenge of losing weight is apparently far too difficult for me this December, and I’m simply thankful I have the week to fast and drop the weekend’s pounds!
DH and I went out on Saturday night, and I had a lovely crispy duck, and didn’t actually eat too much (it was OMAD), but the family Christmas gathering yesterday was an entirely different story that explains the 145.0. Ugh, ugh, ugh.
I’ve actually been thinking about it, and I didn’t eat that much because I couldn’t stop myself; I ate that much because I was looking for something that would be lovely and wonderful and thrill me, and I couldn’t find it, so I just kept eating, searching for that elusive food. I need to remember that next time I’m faced with a huge spread of food, and realize I can be filled with joy without needing food to do the filling.
Oops, a visitor just showed up, so must go until later!
4:31 pm
13 Dec 21