So I am usually really good. On my “feast” days (I hate that word because to me it feels like I should be eating a lot) so shall I say on my “food” day I went nuts yesterday. I was so freaking hungry. I literally ate everything in my house. I have NEVER done this before. In general I eat less on my food days then I use to. The fast days help me to stay focused on days when I am not. But I went nuts, like really nuts.
I woke up this morning in a slight panic thinking I would have gained a ton of weight. Sure enough not a single extra ounce than I had before. I am on a fast day today to make up for it, but I find it comforting that I can have a complete lapse of judgement (which I plan to do next thursday for turkey day) and still be okay.
My numbers are great, my weight is down 18lbs so far with 20lbs to go and I feel strong for the first time in a long time.
4:56 pm
21 Nov 13