My second fast day went well. Not as afraid. Worked my plan felt like I could do this. Next morning on the scale I was 3 lb down. I am not even sure what the day after fasting is called. Ate a healthy breakfast. I was surprised how little I wanted to eat. Healthy lunch. Here was the challenge and what I am trying to wrap my mind around. In NEOHIO it is oktoberfest season. We went to one and I tried to eat and drink with relaxation. I had no fun but truth be told in these situations I never have fun where there is food. It is such a distraction. I ate less and I ate what I wanted. I ate to fill not over. I was proud that I handle the situation well but had a lot of guilt. Surprisingly not a lot of shame. This morning the scale was up 1 lb. Do I celebrate the 2 lb loss? No I am beating myself up over the one lb gained. How do you all handle this? Help me clear my mind please. Thanks
2:50 pm
8 Sep 18