P.S. Skimming the posts above, I just saw that you, Diverdog, mentioned self sabotage. For me self-sabotage is when I eat compulsively, which is about how and why I eat rather than what I eat. So, that means I can eat chocolate, ice cream, snack crackers, creme brulee and if in the context of me eating these ‘sanely’. I do not constitute their consumption as a sabotage.
I’m personally discovering that self sabotage/compulsive eating originates from my own low self esteem and lack of self-worth originating from early childhood trauma. I view this discovery as a healing journey and a part of my life purpose.
I’m being helped… You all help me! Mr. M a good listener, and I’ve gained immense support, insight and guidance from the Neuroslimming book by Australian Dr. Helena Popovic. I first saw this book in the library. Maybe a library near you stocks it or can order it? It’s really worth a look for anyone who feels they have eating sabotage issues. …A couple reasons I like it: It was written by a woman who had an eating disorder herself. She is a GP who also studied brain science and used what she learned about the brain to help heal her own relationship with food. It’s a fun and practical book to read and when reading I feel like I’m sitting down to read the words of a good friend who knows me well.
11:43 am
13 Dec 17