Maybe it is simply because it is the end of a fasting day … and I do have this perverse habit of doing lots of food preparation or sorting or shopping when I am fasting (mental note to myself to change that!) …. but feeling a bit down and sorry for myself this evening.
I’m in this for the health benefits. Any weight dropped along the way is a bonus. I remind myself of this each time I get annoyed at the numbers on the scales. But some days are easier than others.
On the plus side, between the fasting and deciding to really cut back on wheat (I know I have a slight reaction to it, along with reactions to other histamine containing foods), I do feel better most days. I am noticing a difference after only 3 weeks. I also saw that I have slimmed down by 2 cm on my waist.
We have a new set of scales which measure body fat and muscle too, and both those figures are starting to move in the right direction.
However, since starting my weight is up 2.7 kg (that’s about 5 lbs). The day after fasting my weight goes UP, and yet my system is pretty much empty. I am normally eating just shy of 500 calories on the fasting days and most other days my input has gone down by 200-400 calories (to a level where a slight drop in weight – say 500-700 g or 1- 1 1/2 lbs should be noticeable over a month).
It is weird.
Like I said, I keep reminding myself that I am in it for the health much, much more than the weight. It just sometimes gets me down when, in theory, the scales should be moving the other direction.
Feeling sorry for myself over. I’ll get myself tucked up in bed with a good book and have an early night.
7:52 pm
19 Jan 15