today i had again failed. this time in record time – by 1 pm. usually i make it until about 10pm before i just cave. but i honestly don’t understand how everyone else seems to manage this. i mean, i am RAVENOUS the entire time. Last night I had a reasonable, healthy dinner, went to bed a few hours later. woke up at 4 am hungry. drank some water and went back to bed. by 9 am i was starving. ate 90 calories of watermelon. still starving. about 45 minutes later had 110 calories of a homemade broccoli soup. about an hour later had 50 calories of a kale salad (which is a LOT of kale, marinated overnight in lemon juice with garlic). by 1 pm i totally cracked.
I’m veggie but not vegan so some days i’ll start off with a hard boiled egg, in hopes the protein will tide me over, but it’s really rare for me to make it through a day on 500 calories. at best i’ll make it through on about 700 but often i just completely bomb and then binge. i’m pretty disciplined in other parts of my life – why can’t I do this?
6:02 am
25 Jun 13