A few months ago I finally got off all of my mood stabilizing, anxiety and mental focus meds. Took YEARS to do this(under doc supervision). I noticed during my 9th fast day, about 3½ weeks into the program, I had an unparalleled feeling of peace during my fast. I even saw a suffering butterfly dying, and I noticed I didnt feel the DEEP pain I would normally feel (I have a BIG weakness for critters).
I did make a change to the way I fasted this day (I changed from 5 small meals-450 cal total, to one 250 cal meal total-eggs and a banana-in the morning).
Now this feeling was waaaay better than ANY of the meds Ive ever taken. Thing is, I actually want this feeling all the time. Its wonderful.
Is this feeling only going to be there when I fast?
If so, I may change to ADF to keep up the Zen feeling.
Maybe I’ll end up part of the CRONIES crowd?
Well, one thing at a time…
I do also wonder about all those residual drugs stored in my fat cells. That stuff will probably be released into my bloodstream when I burn fat right? I better drink some cleansing drinks I guess.
I look forward to any comments or feedback 🙂
7:33 pm
24 Jan 14